The Missing.

20days.
I miss you.
And there’s not other way to say it.

Goodnights.

While the nightingale
Sings her final lullaby
My steps still carry on
Under the blanket of black sky

I still linger
At where I used to sit
Cold lonely park bench
Times where we would meet

I lie on the patch of green
And sit on the edge
Where my legs would dangle
Watching you while I turned the page

But now I carry on
Because I want to be home
Back to where my heart really is
Cos that is where you are now

Laughing Fits.

I forgot to mention my catch up with Shu and Jieling yesterday was absolutely hilarious. Hurr. I’ve never had such bad laughing fits for sometime.

What happened, stays with us. Just think of um, slippery accidents. Haha.

NY not DC.

I’m not sure what is it with Singaporeans and American stuff. Nothing really against them. I had dinner tonight at New York New York in Citylink with Ad and Marky! I haven’t caught up with these two nonsensical boys in ages. The ambience was very cosy and nice, with popart plastered on the walls. Service was okay. Servings were ok. But a bit on the ex side. Nonetheless, you can’t pay for the best company hey? We had a couple of FAILED attempts to surprise Mark for two years worth of birthdays, but we didn’t have the best of plans, but I’m sure he appreciated it much! Then we did prom shopping! Not much time tho. But it was fun to dress the boys up(:
Thankyou two for the wonderful night. I’m not going to see you much once you enter army, so we better take more pictures before your heads get shaved!

I’m seriously disappointed to find the lack of courtesy in our society here really. Four times in two days is too much to handle. Yesterday in the bus on the way to town with the cousin, someone sitting behind us was using their handphone speakers to listen to music. Blasting it mind you. So we had to endure a whole 45mins of RnB, distorted music at the back of us. I mean, hello. The bus is a public area. Use your headphones! Other people are using the space as well! And today, two students sitting RIGHT IN FRONT of a pregnant lady didn’t give up their seats. It took a middle aged woman to give up her seat so that this pregnant lady and her little boy could have a sitdown. Talk about ungentlemanly. There are signs reminding people to give up their seats for elderly and pregnant women or with kids.

Ooo boy, I am so disappointed. I wonder if anyone will prove me wrong tmw.

Out of pure nothing-ness.

Since I am awake at such an early hour, and am waiting for the cousin, I shall blog about what I’ve been doing.

To be perfectly honest. Nothing very much.

My holidays seem to consist of me bumming around and not getting around much due to my atrocious lazy fatass that refuses to get off my cosy couch. I haven’t met up with people that I should, called people to make plans at least. How many times do I have to lose precious time before I realise that its far more precious than me sitting in front of the computer?

Tsktsk, Mish never learns.

But ahwell, I shall take heart that my next few weeks are packed to the brim with something heartfelt fulfilling and hopefully [crossesfingers] I get a part time job or something next year. Internship pretty please? Gonna meet up with the babes and the boys, just to have some rolling good catch up times. So today is more or less taking the young-er one out, rather she’s gonna take me shopping.

On the side before I go, Peanuts were very cute today!

Patty: I wonder if they have fractions in heaven.
Marcie: No fractions sir.. No decimals either…
Patty: How about commas?
Marcie: There have to be commas sir.. We can’t avoid them.
Patty: Eternity’s going to be longer than I thought.

0403.

It back to where
I can sit and listen
To water splash
Just outside my door

For hours at a time
Little kids voices bring
Back memories
Nostalgia

As soft as the night sky
Blackened with diamonds
Sail onto the blue waters
it’s just me and I

My thoughts which wander
On that lonely park bench
Fresh smell of rain
Like fallen leaves

These are the days.

2302.

Another year has come and gone, it’s time to pack away and go back to the roots.
Closing chapters has never been my forte, somehow, each time it gets harder to let go and come back once again. Tis’ the life of studying overseas.

To my friends here in Melbourne, thank you for being such a big part of me and blessing into my life. 2007 brings something new in itself, and I believe that God has such big plans for us next year. I’m excited! Happy holidays and take care.

Love,
Mish

PS. 2302, I will see you again, there’s no need to say goodbye. Just yet.

But for now,
I’ll just say I love you.
Nothing more seems important somehow
And tomorrow can wait come whatever
Let me love you forever
And right now.

Many smileys.

Photosphotosphotos.

Sigh.

Happy.

1 day countdown.

Missed.

Missing.

Bright lights.

“I wouldn’t think twice.”

And I see the lights surrounding you,
Don’t be afraid of something new.

I guess.

Pretty boy
You’ve got your way
Around the girls
Everyone loves your charming
Smile

For the cameras
And stun the flashes
Look them in the eye
Show your strength and
Heart

Full of love
With no one in mind
Take the chance
And run with vigor like the
Wind

Blown in the sky
Dreams made of love
Thoughts stitched with
Threads of gold and white
Shiny

I guess you would
Wonder about yesterday
So do I
But let that get in the
Way

And all will
Stop.
Tick.
Shhh.
No more.

Don’t think.